was amazing ( Read more... )

i dont know if anyone reads this any more. but im going to write. cuz i think it makes me feel better ( Read more... )

its been forever. lol ( Read more... )

im here in daytona beach. in my own apartment. i dont really think anyone reads this any more but i do so this is for me and anyone out there that still reads me ( Read more... )

this is what i get for opening my mouth

should have kept it shut like i do all the time
whenever i am upset

kept it bottled in me

edit

its over
all is good in the world

so i got the loan and the scholarship that i applied for ( Read more... )

so this weekend started out me driving to daytona to go to a job thing. and to look for apartments ( Read more... )

i dont know what i am going to do with my life

i want to write my heart out but i am so tired
i have this test tomorrow that the only reason i am doing it is because it is my back up plan the will ruin my life.
sigh

i wish that i had a map pf my life plan.
arg
i need someone to kick me in the ass besides my mother.
fuck

so i dont know how many of you know this or not. but i have decided to go to europe ( Read more... )

today has to be the single most horrible day of my life ( Read more... )