IM DONE!!!!!!!! And just so everyone knows... I will probably be back in Oregon for a week between May 25 and June 1st... I will conferm that later probably.

People seem to change so much in just a few months... not that its a problem at all to change. I mean I think I have changed a lot, for the better. I mean I have started breaking my bad habits, like biting my nails. I have started doing all the things that I enjoy doing agian, like drawing. I think that changes seem to be good for me. Sometimes I ( Read more... )

So, last night I heard some very depressing news. Infact it made me want to cry! My brother Lance, the shy one who is 20, Mormon, extreamly shy... anyways he has been working his whole life to serve a Mormon mission . Now, the tricky part about Mormon missions is that you have to do all of this paper work and be accepted to go. In my opinion anyone ( Read more... )

Have you ever known a person where all they are like is "pity me" and "my life blows"? Yeah, so have I. I dont really enjoy spending my time with those people... and I noticed that the more time around those people that I spent the more I became the person I never wanted to be. I have higher expectaions of my friends now... that is all there is too ( Read more... )

My heart is racing and all I can think or is you!

I GET TO BE WITH BOYFRIEND TOMARROW!!!!!!! SWEET!!!!!!!

Today my sister and I watched the Phantom of the Opera! SO BEAUTIFUL! You dont even know until you see it! I wasent a HUGE fan of the Phanotoms voice but... whoever that girl is that played Christine... she brought tears to my eyes! I wish I had a God given talent ( Read more... )

Funny story, so today was a beautiful day, 71 degrees. Perfect for laying out! My sister and I get all bikinied up and go to the back yard with Elijah and we begin out laying out session. Elijah was not into playing with any of his toys today, in fact he was more into throwing things at us. After a little bit of time he ended up chucking this ( Read more... )

One thing I like about myself, when I do get uber uber UBER pissed I get over it after a nap,eating something, and washing my hair. I am still a little hurt but I can deal with it. I still want some CS. HAHA lame I know. Today will be a good day, I am studying all baout Romeo and Juliet and about that era. At twelve noonish my sister and I are ( Read more... )

I am so furious right now I cant even see stright! I want to scream, yell, punch things, run and cry all at the same time! I wish my mother would just stay out of my life! I wish she wouldnt say such awful things to me! I wish I could just live on my own and I wish people would start treating me like a grown up! I would say that anyone who has ( Read more... )