tayyyy in the wind. i like spending time and phil xak and ashley's house. i don't like being sick and being really behind in school. it's cool, though. things always work out, right? everything is good. even when it's bad. you know? i have too much stuff. i burned a lot of stuff this afternoon. felt good, liberating. i think that i might ( Read more... )

this is my mood eighty-five percent of the time lately:

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stop making self sad. sway those stupid and senseless thoughts swiftly sidewards; somberly slumbering safely out of sight.

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in a parade full of strange creatures, i realised my lucidity. i flapped my arms and began to fly, straight into the blue. i soon became bored. so i closed my eyes and asked to be placed on mt. st. helens. instead i was brought to a pyramid-like hill, covered in flowers that were a million different colors i'd never seen. i rested, and wished ( Read more... )

what a sad story this is... as the technicolor clouds entranced the patient frogs, i felt your shape and heard you breathing. i reached up wanting to grab the last of the winter clouds. they're everywhere! aren't they? wafting across the skies. are they real? what the trees spoke was an inaudible, incomprehensible language. it can never be ( Read more... )

floating weightless and glowing,
my face and arms in slow motion. perpetually arching towards
vulnerable. with deepest sympathy. your love is safe with me.


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i looked at a house yesterday. well, a "modular home." it was a dream. just enough of a yard for a garden. three bedrooms, two full bathrooms. a living room. a den. a kitchen. a dining room. and it was a decent price to rent. i just need to find friends that want to live there with me. i want it so badly. i hate where i live right now ( Read more... )

finally feeling better from the gatlinburg sickness ( Read more... )

bonnaroo was fun. i'll be developing some of the pictures i took soon ( Read more... )

a lot of the time i feel like my life is going nowhere.