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videos, ebays, and blogtvs
I'm probably listening to my music too loud, considering that the window is open. Poor neighbors. I'm sorry, I just really like my speakers. I bought them at the same time as I got this lovely new laptop (which was worth every penny). It was so freaking amazing being able to edit a video on here without the program crashing constantly and lagging ( Read more... ) -
Love, art, and sinking ships
I'm listening to Regina Spektor and my dog is howling somewhere underneath the house. I have this urge to just watch 'Titanic' over and over; I watched it last week, and yesterday evening while I was painting. I get like this sometimes with certain movies, I just think about them constantly and feel like I need them to be playing to keep me company ( Read more... ) -
There's a world out there
I finished a new painting! Pretty happy with how it turned out. There are a few technical/proportional things that I noticed were off once it was too late to fix them, but it's okay! She makes me think of the ocean on a really cold and rainy day. Which coincidentally, is where I was today. Most of the picture was done before that though ( Read more... ) -
sketches
I drew this about a week ago. It's Elizabeth Cruikshank from 'The Other Side of You'. Well, my interpretation of her anyways. She's such a quite, delicate character, in so much pain. She moves me so much when I read this book, and I wanted to put it on paper ( Read more... ) -
Just keep the bad stuff out.
It's funny how a whole bunch of really crappy stuff can be happening in your life, but having a crush can make you happy still. So simple, so nice ( Read more... ) -
Can we skip ahead?
I want to start living my life better. I'm so tired of wasting my days and not taking advantage of the time I have. There's no guarantee that I'm going to be alive next week; there's no guarantee that anyone will be. I just keep telling myself that someday I'll do all the things that I want to do; someday I'll start living. Someday's not good ( Read more... ) -
arting.
I'm working on a painting; I'm really happy about this. I started this piece about a week ago, semi-ruined it, and haven't touched it since. It's been haunting me haha. So today I gathered my strength and began the task of saving it. It's for the guys in Last Days of Empire. I really want it to turn out well, because they mean a lot to me ( Read more... ) -
oh life, you are strange.
Why can't my life be calm? Why can't it be normal ( Read more... ) -
disquiet
I'm so full of doubts ( Read more... ) -
Dismal
A small extract from my novel, 'Dismal'. I'm editing it and I keep finding parts I want to share ( Read more... )