so fuck marshall field's. saturday was my last day and true to form they screwed me out of my much needed HOUR break. a few weeks ago they started printing up break schedules to PREVENT people from getting screwed out of their breaks, and when i looked to see what time i was supposed to take my first break i skimmed down the list only to find that ( Read more... )

so i had to draw 5 self portrait sketches for class tomorrow.  i finished the 4th and had to stop. i can't look at myself in the mirror for any extended period of time.

i wish i could look in the mirror and like what i see.

i'll have the occasional "cute" day where i feel attractive and almost semi-quasi-psuedo-confident. most of the time i don't ( Read more... )

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don't you hate it when you pour your heart out in an incredibly long journal entry only to have your computer become possessed by satan and make everything disappear?

i don't know if i have the energy to let it all out again right now. it's 3am. i'm tired.

i'm going to attempt to summarize everything that i just wrote(and lost) in 5 minutes or ( Read more... )

according to my birth certificate, i was born at 12:02am on december 15th, 1981. in actuality i was born at 12:02pm, but it's close enough. SOOOO, in 8 minutes it will officially be december 15th, and i will officially be 23. this is the most depressing birthday that i've had to date. it's finally dawned on me that i'm old...too old for parties and ( Read more... )

i didn't feel it was appropriate to write about anything else in that last entry. too gross ( Read more... )

i forgot to close my window last night ( Read more... )

Ten Things I Don't Have and Don't Want ( Read more... )

1. Biopsy, n.
: the removal and examination of tissue, cells, or fluids from the living body

2.Malignant, adj.
1 : tending to produce death or deterioration ; especially : tending to infiltrate, metastasize, and terminate fatally -compare BENIGN 1
2 : of unfavorable prognosis : not responding favorably to treatment
3.Benign, adj ( Read more... )

i could write a long-winded post about my immense disappointment in our nation ( Read more... )