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52. I wish I was wise
53. I think religion/theology is interesting
55. i feel incredibly guilty each time i burn a cd when it is for myself, and so, i do not do it. but i love to do it for other people because i enjoy the prospect of sharing. i sort of hope that if people enjoy the artist enough they will purchase the music of their own accord.
55. all i want for Christmas is God and my friends in my life. if you are reading this and we are not too close then my news years resolution is to become closer to you.
56. i would enjoy the downfall of technology, and the return to nomadic times under the sun and moon.
57. I want to go to Japan.
58. i dont download music
59. i hate crowdsurfers
60. i long to slepp on the beach, just to wake up and see all those stars
61. i have several personas. they can literally change from day to day. AHH!! YES!! But I try to think of it as "different moods" and "adaptations to situations and locations"
62. i don't enjoy the prospect of receiving my TEE marks a couple of days before Xmas.
63. i fall in love with fictional characters. -cough- anime, rpgs, and even people on tv, like the guy in the O.C !
64. I can't stand it when people are rude to other people
65. i love how beauty is unintentionally spawned everywhere.
66. If I could live anywhere in my knowledge of the world, it would be Fremantle, in one of the beautiful houses where the sun shines through the fronds of the trees that thrive all around, as if the house were built into the landscape, and not the trees into the establishment, where the air feels like the sea, and the sky is predominant over all, where the sleeping train tracks lie, and the atmosphere is always passive and blue. in one of the houses that looks like it has had the experience of a person, stories told by the lines in its face. with chimes and beads made by hand, not machine, that center life around the blowing wind, of nature's both calm and fury.
67. I have a wardrobe of horrible brand name clothes, and yearn for somebody to take me op-shopping with them.
68. I cannot make a band my favorite band unless the lyrics are obscure and insightful, leaving me with only two favorite bands, and a whole lot of time in saturation's silence.
69. i think it is wrong to discriminate, just because someone believes something different.
70. i hate racism more than anything.
71. i love catching busses and trains by myself. its my thinking time. (i don't get much chance to do this, but when I used to go into town with my dad to meet mum for lunch during work i would always stare out the window and think like i'd never thought before.)
72. i love how perception is the key to emotive conquerance.
75. I'm online a lot.
76. I'm extremely empathetic. Individual hurts, joys affect me. Same with stories and characters
77. when i watch tv or a movie i became totally entranced with it and cannot think or talk to other people. it took me a long time to accept that in myself, because i always thought that i had to change to fit other people's personality types.
78. I am not afraid to die
79. I am a million different people from one day to the next
80. i believe each of us can wage war with words.
81. i do not like alias (but i don't dislike it either, the episode i watched just seemed kinda silly is all)
82. i like to take my car with me everywhere (eg parties) because i know i can escape if my silence becomes too heavy for me to bear
83. i never throw away letters
84. a mix tape is always better than a mix cd (if i had more of my music primarily on cds, and if i had blank tapes around i would most definitely leave my mix cd days behind...)
85. I think that thinking is the key to all problems, the key that both opens and closes problematic doors. it is the most important thing to me, but the mind can become unsteady with higher perception. i believe one of the spirits primary purposes is to sooth the mind.
86. I hate when people are judgemental
87. i hate people bagging Kate out just because she likes a certain band. (mostly something for kate)
88. i do not judge by age. i have the innate inability to tell anybody's age. Michelle (still no good with the spelling) said she was fourteen but i think it is an elaborate hoax and she is seventeen. you cannot judge people by age, because some kids cotton on faster than others. experience... over age.
89. i think a person's retelling of an experience makes a better judge of character than a stupid quiz.
90. i distance myself from large groups
91. I am sometimes a messy person.
92. I have changed heaps in the last six months
93. i cannot shake the feeling that people are at least slightly uncomfortable when they converse with me
94. i often feel awful (nervous perhaps) before going to work or into a situation that shouldn't bother me, but is slightly out of the usual (JTB for example...)
95. i sing on the way home from church every week
96. my childhood dream is to be able to do the above in public and/or have the ability (voice) to do so
97. i do not believe i am entirely in control of my conveyance of emotions and people often say things like "you didn't like that (movie) did you, but alas i did, and wonder why they would think otherwise.
98. I love acting
99. i love taking photographs, and dwell on a bad set of photos for days
100. i don't want to decorate the tree this year . . . .
(but i'd love nothing more than to be able to attend JTB again tonight. . . . .)