Am I so distracted by my past that I'm ruining something that could potentially be good with someone else? Is it worth me to constantly look at something I can't have, just to keep my heart from breaking because I already know she wouldn't have me again anyways? Is the potential one just not worth pursuing any further because the spark isn't enough ( Read more... )

Sometimes I think I love to be hated. Perhaps if I'm not loved passionately enough, it's easier to make someone hate me passionately. Or maybe I'm a glutton for punishment. It's a really cheesey line that "everyone needs to be loved", I mean everyone -needs- a break from love, everyone needs to find themself before they should be concerned with ( Read more... )

Cradle of Fear takes a very... special... mindset to appreciate at all. I'm not quite sure if I have it or not.

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I would like to think that if I were a cow, I'd give some damned good tasting milk. Not any flavored kind of milk, mind you, that would be disgusting. Just an exceptionally good tasting normal kind of milk.

I need for it to be cold again. I need some kind of change.

I've decided, although I have no sort of musical talent at all, to start my own powernoize band. This is my very first song, which will be called Machine Sex, as soon as I find the German translation ( Read more... )

Have you ever felt like there sometimes weren't words to express exactly how you feel? It's been a long time since I thought my feelings were clear and could easily be expressed. I almost want to learn another language just to have something else to say. Although, my big fear is, even if I knew exactly what to say I wouldn't be able to say it.

Who are you?' said the Caterpillar ( Read more... )