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harvesting the beautiful sound disasters and losing my head.

two of my new passions in life.

25 days... wonderful. fuck that.
im very anxious/stressed out and lonely

When I look up from my pillow
I dream you are there with me
Though you are far away
I know you'll always be near to me

footsteps & hearbeats
?

a fictional letter to a nonfictional cat on my lap ( Read more... )

As of 5pm today, i will be 72 hours into my juice fast.
So far i have i have juiced:
mandarin oranges
strawberries
blackberries
raspberries
apples
watermelon
red grapes
carrots
cantaloupe (<3 <3 <3 ( Read more... )

sky dive off this planet?
only if you mean it.///

b
cauze

words that were said
that repeat in my head
wrapped cautiously in a sheet
locked in a safe, cast into the
bottom of the ocean
for the octopus to eat
they dont understand feelings

neither do i

the last ship to mars
inspected by:

soul disasters |
|spirit smashers

looking underneath burnout streetlights
for the most desirable stranger
-to tell them
(all my bones are gone)

not to see if the believe me BUT
to distract them long enough
to hang all the clues : leading up to now
off there crooked neon antlers

all these keys -outoftune
every note unlocked but broke
how much longer until i only need
1 p a i r (of headphones)

street isnt shy
over there (tomorrow) is a guy
by himself
swallowing handfuls of sky