in the face of change ( Read more... )

bluefairytale 9: he will be the last thing on your mind ( Read more... )

Well it hit....after all this time of me not thinking about it or worrying about it....it hit me hard and I never thought that it would be this big of a deal ( Read more... )

** Devon's wedding was yesterday. It was PERFECT PERFECT PERFECT! I can't even explain how beautiful Devon looked. She was the most gorgeous bride I've ever seen. The speech that I had to give turned out funny as hell... if anyone could have understood what I was saying through all my sniffles, and sobs...I cried like a baby ha made a total ass out ( Read more... )

You never know how special someone is until they're gone.

Just thinking about Kalyn makes me SMILE!

woooo leaving me home alone is NOT good!!

OH! By the way...this summer sucks ass, no fucking joke....

I don't know what to do anymore. I don't know who I am, or what I'm trying to say...I'm just sick of feeling this way all the time. I don't want to be here anymore.

I miss you..

What a shitty day it was today...I saw two of my best friends cry.

But I know something good is going to come out of this... and I want them to know that I am here for them no matter what happens
I'll be visiting the prisoners a lot.

I'm going to church with Kara on Sunday!

it did...mom found out about the "party" last night...guess we were a little too loud. I have to give her my key back,I'm not aloud to go to that house unless it's during the day (that part makes me laugh), and most likely I'm grounded. This day just keeps getting better and better

*It was worth it...I had a crazy night

I think I found my cowboy.... :)

So just when I thought my life hit rock bottom...nope it's going further ( Read more... )