dude life really sucks lately.i ve been sick and i almost died friday night...[its a long story] anyways...not much to say but life sucks and i really really want cassandra...but w/e i guess u cant always get what u want. later

yeah today was ok i guess i skated a lot and hung with bryan from the fleet lol. the fleet is a rap metal band from my neighbor hood lol.so yeah now im online talkin to nobody but nate so yeah im pretty bored dude.. anyways school still sucks ass... cass wont even look at me ..and idk why ....but w/e . im gunna go skate some more since i suck and ( Read more... )

well today was pretty boring, i just slept all day and listened to music. but yeah around 2:30 or so amy called and i talked to her till like 4 or so and it made me miss her even more.i really do think shes perfect for me , but yeah it wouldnt work out.anyways last night i had anthoner 2 dreams about cassandra, then today again when i took a nap. ( Read more... )

omg..now cassandras all pissed off at me becuase i imed her and i tryed to ask her why she lied to me.ughh i should have been a little nicer about it to her.i feel sooo badddd.i would never want to hurt her. and i did. omg! im such an idiot.she probaly hates me now! omggggg!im sooo dumb. i mad her sad becuase i didnt talk to her online this ( Read more... )

well todays pretty okay so far, umm ashley goushaw is acctually being nice to me now.lol which is really good thing because i miss being friends with her and maybe we can go back to being friends. lol shes so lucky that the guy she likes , likes her back.lol most the girls i like dont like me back ussually. ashley was like the only one ( Read more... )

woah last night was really really weird. i had 2 really long ass dreams and both really pissed me off.the 1st one was about amy the 2nd was about cass.in the 1st one i drempt i went to canada to see amy during a hockey tournment and she didnt even remeber who i was. it was so weird. then in my 2nd one i drempt that me and cass went back out and she ( Read more... )

well today was pretty okay i guess. well this morning i was really tired and kinda pissed off but w/e then later on in the day after school finally got over i got home and skated for a long time , then i came in and ate some beef jerky and pez candy lol and watched my new less than jake dvd -the peoples history of ltj . so then i ate some more ( Read more... )