For the record, I just graduated from boot camp at Ft. Jackson yesterday. Unfortunately I will not have the opportunity to return home as I had hoped. I arrived at Ft. Meade in Maryland last night at 2300 (which is 11:00 pm) to report to A.I.T. My actual classes don't begin for almost a month, but I have been assured that they will find SOME way to ( Read more... )

I am leaving on monday morning (Feb 28th) to start a surprising new chapter in the (sad) saga that is my life. I am reporting to basic training to begin a career as a Media Illustrator for the United States Army. Once I get through the initial boot camp (9 weeks) I will report to AIT for what will amount to Army art school. It will be 16 weeks ( Read more... )

Boot camp is looming just over the horizon... and I am not looking forward to it. I can't explain it, but it feels like I'm walking barefoot into a room filled with broken glass. If this is a mistake, it's a big one. This whole situation sucks. I wouldn't even have my back against the wall like this if I hadn't lost my marbles after I lost my love ( Read more... )

Nothing in the world feels worse than knowing that the person you love most in your life, wants nothing to do with you. Nothing.

I spent most of my day taking online personality, and IQ tests. Apparently I am both extremely smart, and emotionally disturbed. Neither of these were really surprising, but what is surprising is how utterly retarded I am wen I let my emotions get the better of me. I watched this really sappy movie (The Notebook) which I thought was really good, ( Read more... )

Advanced Big 45 Personality Test Results
Gregariousness |||||||||||| 38% Sociability |||||||||||||||||| 54% Assertiveness ||||||||||||||| 50% Poise |||||||||||| 38% Leadership ||||||||||||||||||||| 66% Provocativeness ||||||||||||||||||||| 62% Self-Disclosure ||||||||||||||| 46% Talkativeness ||||||||||||||| 42% Group ( Read more... )

New stuff up in my gallery.

I'm force feeding this digital coloring shit into my head like crazy. It's making my drawings look almost professional.

Check it.

http://lessthanjames75.deviantart.com/gallery/

James out.

He woke up on the floor again today. Just as he had everyday since she left. He couldnt bring himself to sleep in a bed that he didnt share with her. Without her breath to break the silence it was too quiet. Without the warmth of her body, too cold. And without the touch of her soft skin much too lonely. He missed her. And every night he prayed ( Read more... )

I just recently started to post some of my artwork on the deviant website. It's pretty cool. If you guys wanna see what I have been up to art wise, this is where I'll be posting it.

http://lessthanjames75.deviantart.com/gallery/

thats all for now.

James out.

I have spent months trying to get a certain someone out of my head, so now she is popping up in my dreams no less than 4 to 5 times a week. Why can't the brain take simple instructions? The day dreams are bad enough, but now I'm not sleeping well either.

BLAH!