Day Seven: Talk about a let down. Well, still nothing from the sailor who calls himself Sam and who led me to believe that he couldn't wait to contact me. It's 9pm his time and not a word from him not even a quick email. I sent him a really short email earlier and nothing. Sure, I understand if he's busy and that he may not be able to get to ( Read more... )

Day Six: Well, I already had a day six all typed up and ready to go but when I went to post it..it was gone. Damn that pissed me off. So I can't seem to duplicate it right now and I'm not even going to try. I had a lot of things to say in it and just can't really remember them all.....so yea....I will be getting on to day seven next..ohhhh day ( Read more... )

Day Five: Okay so I've decided to name this as an operation like in a military code thingy. Ohhhhh day five....not cool so not cool. I hate how this occupies my thoughts and my feelings and my...oh everything. I just wish I knew, you know? Just knew that he'll contact me...even though I have the email that he wrote about how he feels and his ( Read more... )

Day Four: Oyyyyyyyy! Whyyyyyyyyyy?? Well, this is no fun at all. Still kinda feeling like I did on day three yet..loosing mor faith in the situation. I'm STILL asking myself why he had to wait 7 days?? Okay, fine his mom is visiting and that's way important but not even a little note? Well, I'm not going to get into this again..I've already ( Read more... )

Day Three: Okay so I'm behind on my days..oh well..I'll just have to make them all up now. So day three wasn't so good either. You try not to think about the situation or the person yet find it very hard and then you tend to fail. You keep going through this the whole time and just when you think.." Hey, things are fine. I can be patient, I ( Read more... )

Okay well..it's actually day three of Sam withdrawls..but I didn't get a chance to get on here yesterday sooo I will do day two and then day three being today. Okay well all I really have to say about day two is...Damn this is hard!! :sigh: =(

Day 1 of Sam withdrawls is over. It has not been fun but I don't think that I'll really start feeling it until day 2 or 3. I don't know when you've spoken with tis person everyday through email for months and realizing that you both have an interest in eachother to not talking at all..it's hard. Also the fact that he said that he'll email and ( Read more... )

Woke up late again this morning...crap...I reaaalllyyy didn't want to do that. It wasn't as late as yesterday but still, late enough. Yea so not to much happend today...Sean came over so I could babysit him at my house..we swithced from Wendsday nights to Thursdays. He was kinda sad when he came over cuz he went to the doctors appointment for ( Read more... )

Today was my long day with Sean. I babysit him from 8am- 5:30pm. So i went to bed late last night..later than i wanted to. I was really sleepy when i got up and i soooooo wanted to go back to sleep so very badly! But i couldn't, so i got dressed and took Cassie out for her morning walk. It was warm out already and when i went to the marina to ( Read more... )

Man!!! What's wrong with certain people???!!!! I mean I do nice things for them, I say nice things, comfort them, whatever is needed right, and what do I get if I need all that? NOTHING! I mean I tried not to let it get to me..I try to think.."okay, you shouldn't expect anything in return..just be nice..take comfort that you helped someone or ( Read more... )