It just tumbled out of my mouth as if it was nothing...

[let_it_flow]

I have issues that no one can really help me with, and that keeps me from being with anyone. Insecurities that I have carried with me my whole life and at the prospect of a relationship, terrifies me and makes me sabotage it. Not that it matters. I find it hard that anyone would genuinely want to be with me, not if they really got to know me. I am

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[lordhawhaw]

You know, this sounds a lot like many of the thoughts I've had myself. Well, I think you're probably more sensitive and ethical then most in many regards. Sincerity is probably one of your virtues too.

I don't know you in truth, but your photography, drawings, and comments, are always interesting, interest is the beginning of attraction. That sounds creepy, but I think you know what I mean
RM

[let_it_flow]

I fear that I am not the only one that has had something like this cross their minds... Throughout life the intensity of these feelings vary but it never seems to completely fade away... :(

I am glad that you see what you do in me, it is a fairly accurate description of the type of person I think I am (or at least the type of person I want to be)

Don't worry. I know what you mean :) I find you very interesting as well, even though I don't comment on some of your posts as much as I ought to. But at least I read it :) hehe

[cokebottlei]

I feel your pain. I know I am not good enough for anyone. I know I will be alone. I have accepted this sad fact and I am adjusting to living and being alone...

=/

[let_it_flow]

saving up money for all the kittens that come along with solitude?

[coldbirth]

I'm afraid of love.

[let_it_flow]

Why?

[coldbirth]

It seems to entail the abandonement of reason and I really dislike being less than sober.

[let_it_flow]

Bad experience with it or avoiding it like it's the plague?