Wow, I don't, wow.......I love him...And I want him to be happy...And I ruined everything. I even messed up things between Tony and I. But that's my fault. And my choice. I just hope that he can finally be happy.

Hey everyone....how are you??? I hope everyone is super-spendiferous!!!!!! My is sad because I'm trying to call Adam *BIG SMILE* but he wont answer....*sniff* Oh well, I'll talk to him later....he moves around so freakin' much!!!!!!! Not even a week ago he was in Washington D.C. and now he's in New Mexico....lol, but he has family over there...I ( Read more... )

Never again will you hear me cry ( Read more... )

This was the poem I was talking about when I posted the other poem a few days ago ( Read more... )

Hey everyone. It's 5:50 in the morning when I'm starting this post. I can't sleep because I've had this terible cough for over a week now. I've slept no more than 10 hours in the past 9 days, so, yea. Some nights (like tonight) I wont sleep, at all. And other nights I'll sleep for about a half hour then wake up trying to cough out my vocal cords. ( Read more... )

Wow, I haven't written in this thing in so long!!! A lot has happened since I last posted...Duh, well, my squads did awesome at States!! We didn't place, but I don't care, they still did great!!! My was so proud!!! It's the craziest thing because so much has happened, but I can think of nothing to say....Well, i think i will talk about Michelle.... ( Read more... )

Hello everyone. How are you? I'm just lovely....I'm in desperate need to be let go! I want out! I WANT OUT! I WANT OUT! I WANT OUT!!!!!! I'm really hoping tha everyone has been good. i haven't posted in a million forevers! And It's killing me but yea, I have to lay low every now and then because of my mother...There is so much crap going on with ( Read more... )

I'm a terrible person!! And a terrible friend! I laughed at my friend Tony because his mom cut his hair and yea...and now he's mad at me...Seriously mad at me! AND THAT SUCKS! Argh!!!! I really hated taking the FCAT writing+ thing...It wasted 3 whole periods of my time...Time that i could've spent celebrating Mardi Gras in French!! lol...Oh well... ( Read more... )

HOLY CRAP!!!! It's been over a month since I've written in this thing!!! A lot has happened...But....let's see if I can actually remember it...No, I can't...lol. A really bad thing happened and it made me sad, but then a really cool thing happened last month...on a MLK day and we didn't have to go to school...I mean, I really, REALLY wasn't ( Read more... )