2006, you really kicked my ass. I'd have to say it was most defintly my hardest year yet. I'm hurting from that year, but I'm still here. I made it to 2007. And lemme tell you, there were times it didnt feel like I was going to ( Read more... )

"Hate all you want but you cant break a girl who thinks nothing of you."

I cant believe you did this. You did this and you dont even care. You dont even feel bad.

You said it yourself in the car
"You cant make me feel bad about this. I dont care. He was a bastard and he deserved it."

And then you wonder why someone egged your car?
Or slashed your tires ( Read more... )

Have you ever felt as though maybe it is time for you to move on? You had your moment to be a bitch and cry and now its over. It's time to move on.

Yea.
Thats how I feel.

This Christmas is bringing up a lot of unwanted feelings.

Even though it cost me two months of car payments and I have gotten extremly close to being kicked out because of it I'm glad I was able to get Christmas presents for some of the people who have unknowingly saved me this past year.

Thank you.

Today I was driving. And I could have kept driving for hours ( Read more... )

It's been over a year since I saw you.

You have a baby.
Oh gosh.

I have so much to tell you.
I can't wait.

Uh...fuck?

It just hit me
I actually have a shot at this
I have a really good feeling
I'm going to get accepted

And if I do...
I'm leaving
And I'll be on my own

Shit.

This is just so upsetting ( Read more... )

I turned in my application.

Oh boy.

I want this.
More than anything.
So bad.

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