so... today i thought a lot. all day i had knotts tying in my stomach. the feeling was killing me. it partly came from sadness, then there was excitedness, but that still doesnt explain the burning in my stomach. i havent felt that way in longer than a year. and i think i know what it mostly came from because i remember why i felt that way that ( Read more... )

hmm... i really need to remember to write in this more often... so the school year is almost over... im kinda excited but kinda sad. ben came to my house yesterday. that made me feel special caz it let me know he still loves me. i felt like i was being replaced by another fake sister. i need to call him more often. you people should try to remind ( Read more... )

ya so i havent updated in like 34115236875132526547 days so i figured now would be a good time. so mr. hansen is getting pretty irritable, i dont think he likes our class. o well. its almost over anyways. today my mom found one of my cases with old cds, i started listening to some of them, but then an eagles concert thingy came on tv. i got my copy ( Read more... )

ya, the past couple days have been SUPER! last night was the taking back sunday slash jimmy eat world show and cristy had no idea till we pulled up and parked and had showed her the tickets. she almost cried. i felt cool. it was a friken awesome show! the lead singer threw the mic and it hit a security guard in the head it was funny. then when ( Read more... )

so yesterday cristy came over for a while but then her mom made her go home so i called audrey and me and her went to the comedy sports thing at great oaks and saw ryan and then cristys mom let her go somewhere so she came over and spent the night and now we are eating pizza. im going to write a poem about cristy now ( Read more... )

david told me a story and it made me chuckle so i thought i would share it with you ( Read more... )

today was interesting. i had an in class essay in which i had to read a story that talked about how Barbie had boobs, but ken had no peen. it was entertaining. even though i was quite out of it and it took me like 10 minutes to read a story that was only about a page and a half long. so then when we were watching dodgeball i finally got tyler to ( Read more... )

hmm... i dont even know where to begin... i guess ill start out with thursday... it was my moms bday. so we went out to fujiyama for dinner. we sat at the grill caz there is no point in going there if u dont and there was this guy and his three kids. long story short... we just met this guy and he paid for our bill which was around $100. insane. ( Read more... )

spring break is great. sleeping in is wonderful. ive been feeling a little under the weather but not too bad. went to see ben the other day. i put money in the tip jar and made him sing. i always enjoy that. it makes me smile. i miss ben. i wish our skool would have had the class he needed so he could come back and i could see him more often. ( Read more... )

k so im at my dads house and i SHOULD be watching summerland right now but my cable isnt working and its really sad caz thats the only show i watch on a normal basis and now i have to wait until sunday when they show the re-run. ugh. ANGER!! just thought i would share