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i think i've outgrown high school, if that's possible. every day i go there, i feel like i'm too old to be here and i just don't want to be here anymore. i know when the time comes for college i'll never want to leave, but i think it's really time for college. i have to admit it, i'm ready and i want it to come, bc high school is the same thing repeated continuously. i need a change, i'm way too bored with the banal "high school" scene. i'm sick of the trivial drama and immature boys and gossipy bitchy girls. it's time for everyone to jsut grow up and go off in our separate directions. i don't know, i'm just rambling right now but i'm so sick of it. i feel like i'm stuck here while everyone gets to go to college, which of course isn't the truth, but it's unfortunately the way i feel.
anyway, on to the topic of college, i have a few points to make.
1. People in Garden City all decide that there are only a handful of colleges in the world. these include: providence, udel, loyola, fordham, boston college, villanova and georgetown. seriously, if i hear one more person tell me they're applying to one of these schools, i'm going to be sick. this all makes me feel abhorred. because i was going to apply to all of them with the exception of georgetown, and after hearing about every single person in school doing this, i decided to cross most of them off my list and look at schools that are really far away, or uncommon, because i really don't want to deal with applying to the same schools as 300 other people in my school.
2. it's so frusterating when someone better qualified applies to a school that suits you perfectly. you know they'll get in, and they'll probably even take your place in that school, but in the end they won't wind up going there anyway. instead, they'll go to an ivy league school. it's so ridiculous.
3. i hate how so many people who are applying early action to these awesome schools, but they claim that even if they get in, they're still applying regular to at least 10 different schools. they jsut want to show everyone how many schools they can get into. asfjsdfjksd! it's so frusterating!!
this entry totally contradicted itself. oh well, i could care less.