Bno I hear you're not being very nice lately. That makes me sad because I love you very much and I wanted to hang out with you.
We don't need two Ryans in this world. I know he's your brother and you love him but I'm not joking around. You start acting like him then you'll end up like him. Nowhere.
two- if your hearing this from krissy or beth, then whatever, you go and believe what they say...
three-honestly id rather have ryan as my brother, than have any friends at all..you shouldn't even fucking talk, you dont know what has happened in his lifetime. Its bad enough i used to have to deal with my friends cracking wise ass remarks about my brother, and now i have to hear them from you..way to be a disapointment.
wow bno i never said u weren't being nice...when i saw u in walmart..i felt kinda sad b/c there seemed to be an weirdness between us...and i remembered how close we used to be... ive been hearing that from people to though
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To Bno- Yeah I know I'm a disappointment. Hearing that is nothing new, believe me. I hear it a lot at home. I'm sorry and I was in the wrong for saying that. You're totally right about rather having Ryan as a brother than any friends because blood is a lot thicker than water. You're an amazing kid and Ryan is lucky to have you to stick up for him and love him as much as you do. And I was wrong. When I was friends with Ryan, he was great and I loved him to death. I'm sorry that ended. I'm sorry a lot of friendships I had ended. I had a long talk tonight with a friend and I realized a lot. I realized that I am a disappointment and I just have to deal with that. I realized that I'm not the great person I wish I was and I fuck a lot of things up. I'm sorry for being a bitch and I'm sorry for being me. I love you and its okay if you dont love me back anymore. I totally would understand
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Thank u hannah for understanding what i was trying to say..Ryan did make mistakes but yet everyone does...But his mistakes haven't hurt me ...so i shouldn't have a reason to hate him... i miss hanging out with him...it was always fun....i do and will always think that ryans beautiful
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For now my eyes hurt, and so does my head..An L.J. is no place to talk, so i'd rather talk face to face, or even over the phone. I would bend over backwards, and break my back for ryan..thats why i am here. I am not dwelling on the past, nor the future, just what lies in front of me now.
look bno ill admit i did say something to hannah about your being mean b/c of what you said on the phone to me the other night. it was mean and made me mad, but i didnt think that she would say something about it to you. i'm really sorry i was just telling her what happened and yeah you might have been joking but it still made me mad b/c i dont think that ppl should say that to others. especially to there friends. i'm really sorry for everything and ill take all the blame. youve been a great friend to me for the last couple of months and i hope this doesnt end it. i'm sorry and i love you! if you dont accept my apology then i guess theres nothing i can do. i'm sorry though i didnt think Hannah would say something. And i didnt say anything about you being like ryan to her so i dont know where that came from. i'm sorry again.
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We don't need two Ryans in this world. I know he's your brother and you love him but I'm not joking around. You start acting like him then you'll end up like him. Nowhere.
I love you.
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two- if your hearing this from krissy or beth, then whatever, you go and believe what they say...
three-honestly id rather have ryan as my brother, than have any friends at all..you shouldn't even fucking talk, you dont know what has happened in his lifetime. Its bad enough i used to have to deal with my friends cracking wise ass remarks about my brother, and now i have to hear them from you..way to be a disapointment.
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beth said call her or i took off for your show so you can talk there.
i love you
<3 mollie and beth-ann
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she just slapped me in excitment. that you love her.
i kinda peed my pants i was so excited that you loved me as well.
<3<3<3
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