im questioning everything again. this wont end up good.

my sister tells me she cares and that she never wants to see another mark on my body... yet by looking at the way she treats me, it doesnt sound so true...

and yeah. im still pretty convinced im going to die soon.

im feeling pretty... yeah. and i bet everybody can tell, because im eatting A LOT. like, double what i normally eat. yeah.

its too bad im dressed like a hooker right now.

its too bad im convinced im going to die soon.

i had a good day today

son un jour dur pour la respiration

i know i should be getting up to take a shower, but i dont feel like it.

thank you terena so much for fixing my journal for me! [boy did it need it!] i love you!

( i got a little creative with my pills )

whenever my brother walks by me, i wait for him to say something mean about me, either what im wearing, what im doing, what im listening to. and i think thats sad.

would anybody happen to have a join code thingy they would be willing to give to me? thank you bunches. xoxo

i like getting comments.. i really do.