Sweet Innocence
A n g e r section
do you have a quick temper?: at times
what do you do when you're mad?: either cry out of frusteration or write n listen 2 music
what's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?: drugs
if you can take back time, would you have never done this?: yes
ever physically hurt someone when you were mad?: HELL YEA
do you curse when you're mad?: HAHAHAHA YESSSSS
c r y i n g section
when was the last time you really cried your heart out?: when Seth told me we werent gettin back 2gether, I think I cried that whole weekend
ever cried yourself to sleep?: yes
ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: no
ever cried over the opposite sex?: yes
do you cry when you get an injury?: only emotional injuries n not often at all
do certain songs make you cry?: no but tear up
can you make yourself cry?: only when i think about how bad things hurt
p a i n section
what's the hardest thing you've ever had to go through?: loosing close friends (or more)
what's the worst thing you've done to yourself? cut n drugs
what's the worst thing you've done to somebody else?: ruined their lives
ever had a painful break up?: yes, very much so
what about the old 'pain for pleasure'?: lived off of it
how depressed can you get?: very
do you inflict pain on yourself?: used to... used to a lot
h a p p y section
are you normally a happy person?: now I am
what can make you happy?: my friends and my family and writing n music
do you wish you were happier?: not anymore
what makes you the happiest?: being in my baby's arms
is being happy overrated?: I used to think so, but when I thought that I was unhappy so...
what about being with your friends, does that make you happy?: yes yes yes
can music make you happy?: yes 'cuz ur a hoooomewrecker' (lolz GINA)
l o v e section
how many times have you had your heart broken?: truely broken? twice
do you still have feelings for any of your old significant others?: yes. thats all I have to say
have you ever loved someone so much, that you'd die for them?: yes, both love as friends n love as boyfriend
did you ever love a guy, tell them that, and only got 'thanks' as a reply?: no
ever loved someone so much, it hurt and made you cry?: yes
has anyone besides your friends and family ever said 'i love you' to you?: yes
ever stopped a relationship because they didn't say 'i love you'?: no
h a t e section
who do you actually hate?: a few people, true hate too
ever made a hit list?: yes, seriously
have you ever been on a hit list?: yes, seriously
are you a mean bully?: sometimes
do you hate any one that breaks your heart?: not hate
do you hate George Bush?: not haaate
s e l f - e s t e e m section
is your self-esteem extremely low?: not extremly but it is low sometimes
do you believe in yourself?: depends on the situation i guess
when people say they think you are pretty, do you deny you are?: only to my boyfriend
are you one of those idiots that think they are ugly, dumb, and fat?: i dont think im ugly but i dont think pretty either
ever wanted to kill yourself because you thought you weren't good enough?: yes, a lot. but not because of my looks because of other things
are you happy with who you are?: sometimes
do you wish you can be someone else?: nope b/c everyone i love and am close to would still be with me.