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[letemfly]

i feel like im dead inside.

ive had happy moments, and moments of hope. but not ones in the direction mine and keith's relationship.

i hate that hes being such a jerk, and it makes me extremely angry. im torn down the middle.

half says fuck you, you stupid prick, if you're going to continue to ignore my calls and not call me back... i dont need

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[uselessxnobody]

grrr...

well heres a poem i wrote a few months back that im sure you can relate to.

Dead Inside

No longer can i breathe
No longer can i see
Whats ever happining
Deep inside of me

So dead inside i feel
Endless emotion(s), endless pain
I live a life full of
Tear drop rain

My heart beats
But whats it sayin
should i try to listen
for im dead inside, slowly decayin

I lost my only love
Aint nothing the same
Who's fault is it
Who is to blame

A broken Heart
Feelings Shattered
Beaten up inside
Brusied and battered

I feel so numb
I wish i died
But all i know is
im dead, dead inside

I cant live this way
Who am i
Rotting pieces
Inside I die

How am i supposed
To get over you
What do i say
I have no clue

The more i think
I lose concentration
I need a reason
A possible explanation

Only one possible explanation
It can not hide
Is the fact that im empty, lonley
So dead inside

cheer up pumpkin...

[uselessxnobody]

i'll be on again tonight... hope you'll be on:(

cheer up... your not alone in this

love always, your sexy stud muffin