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[letgoletsgrow]

i wouldn't say things are bad. i wouldn't say things are good. things just are, and they have been for awhile now. things are strained and things take effort. rather absurd amounts of effort. very conscious, specific effort. as in, having to tell myself to do every little thing before i do it. smile. speak. show appropriate emotion and facial

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[agirlnamed]

"i do feel like i am making alot of steps towards making myself happier, stronger, and all those other things that we want from ourselves, but don't always actively pursue."

yes yes yes. here's to moving forward.

sorry for the threatening voicemail but i go to bed at 10 and have insomnia! i love you anyway.