Well, today didn't turn out as bad as I thought it would have.  I guess i was just freaking out in my last entry ( Read more... )

Welp,  have work in 30 minutes...or so.  I just ate so much chicken though, Im so full I dont know how I'm going to pull off the act of work ( Read more... )

so...
so...
I really have no clue as to what to write.
Im not in a very good mood, as usual.  I don't know why I haven't been in a good mood lately.  I think I'm just tired and irritable.  
I have a tendency to do fucked up things that I typically wouldn't do just to hurt people's feelings if they slightly irritate me.  (i.e. ---> a)  I always feel bad ( Read more... )

ASSHOLE. FUCK YOU.
ASSHOLE. FUCK YOU.
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ASSHOLE.FUCK YOU.
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ASSHOLE. FUCK YOU.
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ASSHOLE. FUCK YOU.
ASSHOLE. FUCK YOU.
ASSHOLE. FUCK YOU.
ASSHOLE. FUCK YOU.
ASSHOLE. FUCK YOU.
ASSHOLE. FUCK YOU.
ASSHOLE. FUCK YOU.
ASSHOLE. FUCK YOU.
ASSHOLE. FUCK YOU.
ASSHOLE. FUCK YOU.
ASSHOLE. ( Read more... )

so i feel some ambition in me again.  I have my guitar audition on may 9...doing well on the practicing so far.  buying tiny tim on monday.  Im pumped.  I have something to do again...i dont feel stagnant ( Read more... )

Sooo...
Im very sweaty right now.

Im also very overwhelmed.  I have a feeling shit is going to go down.
Like, hardcore serious shit involving my parents.

Blah, I dont know. 

So I wrote this story...

My Story

So....
ust woke up...its two.

My goal to be productive I made two days ago has not been working out wery well for me. Yesterday I slept til three and the most productive thing I did was go to zeus' and apply. Not today though.

Today...productivity will be accomplished.

I will no longer feel useless.

I think I have had an imaginary friend for a while.
Her name is monique...
But I can't really see her...now I just hear little bits and pieces of what she says...and its all oh so pointless.

Okay ( Read more... )