butterflies and hurricanes - a retrospective

[lethal_paine]

You have no idea how much all the virtual hugs have meant to me.

I feel like my entire freshman year of college has been a lie. A lie to myself, a lie to everyone else... just a big fat all-encompassing lie. I was so miserable all year, and I didn't know why. Yeah, I do think I was seriously mentally unprepared for the culture shock... but

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[aznrevolution71]

*gives more virtual hugs* (and if I could, I'd totally give you a real one!)

Believe it or not, I can kinda understand where you're coming from. Although it was a completely different situation on my part, I too suffered the betrayal, hurt, and inability to help someone that I realized was too screwed up to help himself. I took a while to realize that I could probably never help him either and as a friend and there was really nothing I could do. Although it sucks and takes time to get over, you will heal.

If you ever need anyone to talk to, just call. I know it really helps to vent to someone about stuff.

Please, please take care of yourself. I'm worried about you, especially with the nightmares and stuff.

[eska_rina]

*hugs*