Warnings: Hints of domestic violence, mention of neglect, and the sudden dramatic abuse of a bead table. Dream Effect: Sadness, emotional detachment, anger, and despair.
[Well, this isn't awkward or anything. Hakkai would like to explain, because in spite of the fact that he's learned how to use the filters now, the private filter still won't work for him. But, that sort of rambling at a time like this... it's not appropriate, is it?
He wonders if the filter hasn't been purposely disabled. If he could use it, he would filter all his dreams that way. The vast majority of them are just... not suitable to be viewed by other people. Ever. Especially someone as pure and innocent as Miss Alice. She should never be forced to see such things.]
I'm sorry, Miss Alice. I didn't mean to trouble you.
[That's a strange thought. He always assumed that he had to have done something wrong, if....
But what a terrible thing to say to poor Miss Alice. He really ought to be ashamed of himself.]
I'm sorry, I....
[He was going to say that he wasn't thinking. But then, you just told him not to apologize, didn't you? Unfortunately, he just can't help it sometimes.]
[Gojyo can still feel his heart pounding in his chest. A lot of that was so familiar, enough to rouse that painful ache inside him. His voice is shaking slightly when he starts to speak, so he clears his throat and tries again.]
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He wonders if the filter hasn't been purposely disabled. If he could use it, he would filter all his dreams that way. The vast majority of them are just... not suitable to be viewed by other people. Ever. Especially someone as pure and innocent as Miss Alice. She should never be forced to see such things.]
I'm sorry, Miss Alice. I didn't mean to trouble you.
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[That's a strange thought. He always assumed that he had to have done something wrong, if....
But what a terrible thing to say to poor Miss Alice. He really ought to be ashamed of himself.]
I'm sorry, I....
[He was going to say that he wasn't thinking. But then, you just told him not to apologize, didn't you? Unfortunately, he just can't help it sometimes.]
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Hey... you alright?
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Yes, I'm fine. That was nothing compared to the nightmares I had a week ago.
[Okay, that probably doesn't help.]
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...Are you still having them?
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