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I really think that things could not get any better. :-) I am so freaking happy.

-And I never understood that when people tend to see Tom around they alway manaage to call/text me to "just let me know"....honestly, I don't realy care.

I am pretty sure I have never felt what I feel for Eric. I love him, I know it. It's just things have been shady the past two days. I'm probably looking too far into it, but I just don't know what to think or feel. I feel so ridiculous for caring so much about him. God. It's like I can't hadle how much I feel for him.

I hate love. Fuck love.

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Anyways...I'm a fucking retarded and called Tom...what the fuck...

Yesterday, Eric told me he had been thinking a lot about something lately...He told me that he doesn't believe that there are time limits and then admitted that he loves me.

Fuck you Tom. You do not read this and you don't even know this journal exists, but it's about time that I say fuck you ( Read more... )

I'm a virgin...and I hate it.

I'm excited to start my new job since I quite Circuit City (gay)

I now work here:

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I am in the worst possible mood ever. Don't fucking talk to me.

I am sick again. God, I am sick of be sick!

I wanted to see Eric b/c I am sick, and he's leaving in a few minutes to go shooting. FUCK.

I just set up a fake tree by myself. I don't know why that makes me so mad but godamn it pisses me off.

Arg! I threw my phone and now it's even more ( Read more... )