im in school right now. im so exhausted. stephen kept me up all night by calling. u suck : / lol no you really dont but ... so he calls me around 1 and i stay on the phone with him till 215 then he called me back at like 245-3 ..i was too tired to answer. i called him b4 school at like 630. he was already up! i was hopin i would wake him up haha. ( Read more... )

hey i just got home from stevens..im tired. we watched texas chainsaw massacre..again.. i was there from 6 to now haha its like 12. ew. weird. rich showed up alllll sorts of f'd up haa my bff. lol. i chilled wif wimz tonight. love ya babe ( Read more... )

::About a Boy::
shawn<3
1. hair color - dark
2. eye color - brown
3. height -6'0
4. six pack? - surely
5. long/short hair - short
6. glasses? - doesnt matter
7. piercings? - depends...def. ear
8. chest hair? -i hate that
9. buff or skinny - i like them skinny dudes<3 shawn love ya ( Read more... )

everyday feels harder and harder. its like im never going to be happy. its not just because of him. its everything. my whole world and confidence has been destroyed. i cant take this!!

i miss you too much for someone to understand, i need you more than you'll ever know right now.

please come home.

i love shawn mckenna, with my entire heart. <3 ( Read more... )

yeah so prom is tonight. im takin jake since shawn is unavailable. its gonna be fun though. im at lizzies now and we are gonna go get our hair done. i got the nails done lastnight holler. lol. uh yeah yesterday ( Read more... )

the weekend was boring.

sats.

the hood.

uhh.

sleep.

shawn : (.

so life sucks right now. i missin him crazzy. i dont think i can deal with this. also people are the biggest assholes, im gonna be anti-social again.

prom next weekend, hollllaa. <3

-mandy

"its me and the moon" she says. "i have no problem with that." i am a butterfly but you wouldnt let me die. "its me and the moon" she says.

what you say we go for a ride. what do you say we get high.
but im so tired of these days that feel like night.

i am a butterfly, you wouldnt let me die.

-i know you better than you know yourself.

well, this weekend was fun. i went to mevz on friday. uhh then. lastnight it was beatt. everyone was so fuked up. and i saw someone i didnt want to see because my boys were being assholes and doing that to me. im so mad. i really miss shawn alot. i want him back so bad. i need him back. i wonder how he reallly is. he says he is fine but i dont know ( Read more... )

so lets see. today. st. patricks day. nice. i went to school and softball came home and drank then went to jakes and chilled there. yeah so. my throat is starting to hurt again. me and jake were also having a convo. about my prom. i cant wait till my prom. its going to be great. that is. if i can pay off my debt for school. blah. blah. i cant wait ( Read more... )

i talked to him. thats enough said, right? well, the thing is my phone started ringing right. so i saw it was his house callin and i just thought it was his mommy gonna talk to me and all. i answered and he was like wazzupp manddyy, like he always does, when he is being weird. haaha. i freaked out. i was like oh my god! whats up? and yada yada yada ( Read more... )