but if i could act like... this was my real life and not some cage where ive been placed.. then i could tell you the truth like i used to.. and not be afraid of sounding fake.

"she said these bars are filled with things that kill but now you probably should have learned. did you forget that yellow bird? oh how could you forget your yellow bird."

like i said im not a fucking idiot. sometimes things are a little TOO obvious for me. oh man im so sick of you mother fuckers.

"she was an hallucination ( Read more... )

so andrew, mika, blue and myself have been talking about starting a band and mika got us a bad ass practice space. im super stoked. we all (-blue) rocked out last night just playing covers and shit. hopefully we will be playing alot and getting some songs written. i got my hair did as well. Oi..... staying over at josh, teah and andrews its like ( Read more... )

shes goofy and pretty and has a bad ass half sleeve. i can go from there.

goddamn it i fucking hate wasting my time.and all you did was fucking waste my time.

but please return, return to the person that you were... and i will do the same. cuz its too hard to belong. to someone who is gone. my compass spins, the wilderness remains ( Read more... )

whenever i breathe out... your breatheing in... and.

the show was amazing. thank you soooo much to everyone that came out and actually got to squeeze in. we raised 1500 dollars and some change for teah which is fucking awesome. we may do some more shows and things for her. so ill keep you posted for sure (as if you didnt know i would ( Read more... )