i've been seeing a lot of old faces again lately,
some i never wanted to see again
and some i wish i could've seen more of..

i want:

people to stop being stupid.
to go ahead and take the high school proficiency exam.
leave this scene full of fakes.
to forget a few more people.
to be in vegas.
to buy a waterbed. =]*
to forget everything negative that's ever happened.
orangegrove high to blow up.
to find a boy.
etc.

people talk a lot of shit when you disappear for a long time ( Read more... )

9 lasts ( Read more... )

I can't wait until i'm out of your reach. I'm tired of people trying to bring me down. I'm tired of games. I'm too grown up for all the crap lately. People have changed. But whatever, on a brighter note my other half came home last night and I'm going to be a godmother in a few months.

Last night a good friend of mine told me "Things always hit rock bottom before they get better." and for some reason that makes so much fucking sense to me. It's funny when something someone says can keep you going and I like that someone would take time out of there day to actually think about my situation and talk with me about it. Thanks homie.

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at first i wanted you to be here all the time. but, well... it`s getting to be too much for me. maybe i am just not ready? let me just get some warm clothing, & we can chill.

They say memories are golden, well maybe that is true. I never wanted memories, I only wanted you ( Read more... )

HAPPY THANKSGIVING EVERYONE!

who`s going to the show
@ the cach on saturday?