You know I just can't handle this, handle this at all.

May 13, 2006 22:21

I don't know how my mood went from so happy to so upset and angry.
I know I am posting twice in one day, but fuck. I need to vent, and everyones out.

After EVERYTHING that has happened to me lately with a certain boy,
which I have been so upset about, but I only tell my sister,
because I don't like to be weak infront of friends.
You'd think my older ( Read more... )

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abyssal_intent May 14 2006, 03:55:48 UTC
That's prettymuch really shitty...

:-(

I'll def. vouch that being around couples SUCKS when you're not with anyone (especially when you just broke up with someone too, oy) since it makes you think about all of those things that you're missing, and makes you wonder if you should have broken up with him in the first place, and leads you to take back things that are better for you.

I don't know if I agree with your not wanting to show weakness in front of friends... I'd take that as a sign of trust that you know they won't take advantage of that or put you down, but know that they'd try to bring you up and out of that bad mood.

I know I sure as hell would, but I'm helping my brother paint his house... so I'll be back home tomorrow... or hell, call my cell if you want to talk about it for a lil bit. 730-6078.

No matter how bad things might seem, sadness is temporary, happiness is natural.

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lets_get_stupid May 14 2006, 05:01:05 UTC
well.. to start off, he broke up with me.
which makes me feel worse about everything.
I'm in no mood to even be around couples right now.
and I don't like to cry infront of my friends.
I've always been a pretty strong person, so I don't like to show when I feel weak.
anyways. I'm just going to go to bed.

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teenage_meat_ May 15 2006, 21:23:26 UTC
<333333.
girl's night this week?
i miss 'em, dahling.

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lets_get_stupid May 15 2006, 23:55:01 UTC
I'll be in canada from thursday night till sunday night...

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