oh god, today was terrible. i feel like i need to vent, but there's nothing else to say. i'm glad i have the next two days off. hopefully, i'll be over it by sunday.

i've had this half-hearted sense of paranoia towards some of my better friends lately. like they're upset with me and i have to figure out what i've done before i should confront them. it's made me uneasy for a couple days and driving home from work tonight, i decided to give my friends a little more credit than that. the good ones would flat out ( Read more... )

it's only at some ungodly hour that i realize i'm falling back into bad habits. like not sleeping. or being late for work. not returning phone calls. allowing someone to vent and internally fuming over it later. i mean well. i do.

on the bright side, at this rate - i'm going to BECOME a guitar hero.

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last night was my favorite. we ate pasta and tiramisu. drank red wine. later there was whiskey and beer. and all my favorite girls that i haven't seen in a year. lots of ass grabbing. mystery chocolates. high heels. creepy face tattoo man. and later, i sent the boy a text message that probably looked like "HJEHEDKIEUUEIIW^#^#*" that ( Read more... )

whoa whoa whoa. i have to say that i'm pretty relieved to be leaving maryland today ( Read more... )

i want kids. i want lots of kids. happy, hyper kids like the ones in the kraft macaroni and cheese commercials. i want to live on a farm in middle america and work as a family to survive. i want a big, white porch that wraps around the front of our run-down creaky old farmhouse. and when i walk into that house, i want it to smell like a craft store ( Read more... )

if everyone could just decide what they wanted from each other and come out with it ( Read more... )

i am hopelessly addicted to zookeeper and romanticized ideals.

my stupid jeep is going to cost $900 to work properly. my dad insists that it's my fault. i stand by my logic. i don't know what a water pump is, therefore i do not know how to break one ( Read more... )