my siblings. And my mama.

I have been slacking. I've just been laying around watching sappy girl movies. I have an appointment at the orthopedist tomorrow. I hope it goes well. I feel so weird and lazy. I need my motivation back for finals! 4.0 is within reach. I saw that movie the prince and me the one with julia styles in it. I felt like her except lacking a handsome ( Read more... )

of guys. Not like scared of them. I just like to completely avoid getting even remotely romantically involved with them. It takes too much energy to get invested. Or maybe I just don't want to get hurt or do any more hurting. I have too much other stuff going on. But they are every where. They just appear from around corners or poof out of thin air ( Read more... )

someone would just take care of me.

hurts. I'm laying in bed waiting to go to spanish. I have sharp pains it is terrible ( Read more... )

I was supposed to be on the local cbs news today. I had some really good things to say, they didn't even show me talking. They showed the guy I was with say one tiny thing that they wanted him to say. They're dumb.

In light of recent events, mainly the shooting at Virginia Tech, I've been thinking about what causes a person to do such a thing. I still have questions that have to be answered about the murderer, but there are many other examples of America's youth rebelling and attacking their peers or those who surround them. What is causing this? I see on tv ( Read more... )

It is disgusting out. I've been laying around all day I definitely am not going outside. I got my spanish oral presentation done. It is supposed to be almost five minutes long. I doubt mine is. Good thing I'm taking that class pass/fail. Furthermore I figure most of the other people's are going to be much shorter and worse than mine ( Read more... )

conversations. i need it.

Last night we had a surprise party for kevin. It was fun his sister even came. I got to meet mike's boyfriend, whom I love. We drank and danced and ran around like fools (especially mike in a thong and a bra). I made friends with the gay boys, man they're harsh on people. I got to see kids from steinmetz that I haven't seen in a while and just ( Read more... )