i have pneumonia.

it's kicking my ass.

i can't breathe,
everything i've eaten since friday ( which is pretty much nothing),
i've thrown up.

i just wanna feel better.

& i want something meaningful back in my life.

i could've fucking died tonight.
thank you anaphylactic shock & an unknown penicillin allergy.

Somewhere behind the athlete you've become ( Read more... )

We're actually done for good....I think.

I've been talking to a cute boy.
He lives too far away and doesn't want anything serious.
But, he's a good kisser and he's a sweetheart.

message from Dave ( Read more... )

This is stupid.
We broke up.
Now we're going to fight constantly ( like we didn't get in enough stupid arguments).
I'm going to miss him more than I did before ( wasn't aware it was possible ).
Sometimes I hate him.

So, I've been being pushed to think about college and I figured out where I want to go but I'm not entirely sure about where I'm applying to as far as other schools go.

possibly a torn rotator cuff,
wonderful.

dislocated my right shoulder,
my hitting shoulder, yay.

6 weeks of physical therapy,
3 weeks of no playing.

life feels so good right now ( Read more... )

So,wow. Ricky and I have been broken up for awhile now. I just couldn't do it anymore. He's so clingy and started getting suspicious,like he has a reason to not trust me 'cause I've fucked around on him so many times and everything right? Yeah,exactly. Either way,since about 2 weeks after Ricky & I broke up, me & Lezon have been talking a lot. ( Read more... )

onesix.sixteen.16.diezyseis. : )

i'm fuckin'16.