Well here it goes.

[letsiintertwine]

Honestly this is way harder than i thought.
I see him and think what do i do? How do i act.
I only know of one way ..run up to him and give him a huge hug and a kiss.
Now what?
How do i approach him or anything.
How do i bear to talk to him without having my feelings get involved.
I still choke up when i see him.
I still can't believe i haven't

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[my_onlyxhope]

know the feeling biondo. not fun.
the first few days is the hardest..
trust me one day something inside you will snap
& you'll be back to your old self.
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[letsiintertwine]

Not fun at alls/
I hope its soon.
I can't do this.
I CANT!

[my_onlyxhope]

don't worry you can.
i know you don't wanna hear it but you deserve better than somebody who's gonna break your heart like that.
it's his loss. not yours. remember that.

[letsiintertwine]

I know.
We talked and i cried .
We talked more and i cried more.
I understand where he is coming from.
And then again i don't
Its half and half.
i know i know.
I will try to keep that in my head.
Thanks for caring and being there for me
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