Spinning, laughing, dancing to
her favorite song
A little girl with nothing wrong
Is all alone

Eyes wide open
Always hoping for the sun
And she'll sing her song to anyone
that comes along

Fragile as a leaf in autumn
Just fallin' to the ground
Without a sound

sometimes even in this orgy of tears, death comes silently.

RIP
my baby dog
Bridget Raithel
1995-2004
your presence is missed.

i am actually going to let myself sleep in tomorrow. i can't even remember the last time i did that.

yay for four-day weekends!

oh goodness. so much has happened/started since i last updated ( Read more... )

i am fully licensed to drive. thank God.

so i came back to natick yesterday for the week. my car was completely flooded and the headlights are messed up and something burned out. my cat hated being home and spazzed out and i had to sleep on the couch because he was screaming so loud. a huge spider had made a web behind my bed. my mom yelled at me for msking my brother late this morning, ( Read more... )

i'm beginning to catch up with people again. it's a bittersweet feeling. i'm glad to finally be in touch with my three season world, but it also means summer is drawing to close. i have so much to do ( Read more... )

i feel like i'm missing so much more than i bargained for. and it sucks.

i don't want to be left behind. i don't want to be abandoned.

i don't mean to whine. i'm just sad.

when i'm busy i don't notice the loneliness. but it is so clear when i'm alone.

my plans never work out.

i am going to stop this self-pity though, if it's the last thing i

let's see ( Read more... )

first history essay due friday. have i started it yet? no. have i finished the reading yet? no. am i doing it now? of course not ( Read more... )