today was a weird day. i slept for about 11 hours.. not sure why. i wasn't tired and i think i even napped at bradys last night. no reason to zonk out that long. and then i basically did nothing... i took a shower at like 5 and put my pj's back on. i did 'cook' a lot. and clean. and worry about school. blah. i hope tomorrow will be cool.

i am. so. bored. so fucking bored.

everyday i dont have to work.. i just wish i was there.
i hate working but its all that keeps me busy.

everyone is too busy to hang out.

something needs to change.. i have all next week off and im scared.

i dont want to be bored tomorrowwww. i am off tuesday thursday and saturday this week if anyone wants to hang out. i wanted to go to the aquarium tomorrow but no one really wants to go and its expensive so i cant pay for someone to go. its one of my favorite placessss. i hope i find something just as fun. i feel like my whole break is being wasted ( Read more... )

hey.
um.. its been a few days.

nothing to say.

my bed is waiting upstairs with the second most comfy blanket in the world.

Honors 110: A+
Honors 121: A
Math 105: B+
Bio 213: C+

GPA: 3.38

sorta disappointing but good at the same time. could have easily been a lot worse. Bio was a mistake. I should do much better next semester so im not too worried.

B+ in math!!!! YAY! now only bio to worry about.

i feel like shit. i can never sleep before a final.

i dont even want to come home anymore.

the fact that i only have 4 days left until i go home only makes me want it more.
im not even sure why i want it so bad.
i guess no school would be... wonderful.
yeah.

ugh. i feel whiney but i just. really. need it to come quickly.

i washed my sheets.
i feel too tired to put them back on.
but i must of i want to sleep.
catch-22? kind of?

how do you know when things are right?
as they should be.

yeah. i ruin every good conversation.

im crazy.