i need someone.
mae is coming to concert march 2nd. i love mae. every single word of every single song is absolutely beautiful. it's at the social. which has got to be the scariest music hall i've ever been to. i would go for mae, i just don't know. i know jami will go with me, its no problem as to who i could take. colin might even be able to go depending on the day.
and then...i want to buy the queer as folk season dvd(s). not sure how many there are. i couldn't find them at target but i'm sure they'd have it at like best buy or something. i love that show. its so....good. the dvds cost like 50 bucks each. which would be worth it. i'm just not sure which i wanna spend money on.
....i hate being pathetic.
hotel parties freak me out. weird, i know. but i refuse to sleep over in a hotel. actually these aren't really hotels. they're more like those cheap lil motels that people usually rent just for a night to get drunk and have sex in....the reason it freaks me out. don't ask. bad experience. so how do i tell my friend, who is visiting from connecticut and i haven't seen in a long time, that i don't feel comfortable going? i guess i could go for a little while and leave and just come home...but...i don't know. i am walking stupidity.