holy crap. i am soooo mad. because i have to go in for chemo again tomorrow. i am getting quite nervous. other than that i had a great day ( Read more... )

so today i realized that im somewhat jealous of someone i never thought i could be jelaous of. hmm... i guess i was totally wrong. but it's not like i am SUPER JEALOUS its more like a.... man..she's quite lucky. and she totally doesnt understand how lucky she is. but i dont want to talk about that because i will just get pissed off ( Read more... )

so hmmm... today was just interesting. i feel horrible for my best friend michael. but anyways.. we dont want to get into that ( Read more... )

tomorrow is janel's birthday/halloween ( Read more... )

i hate you...
je desteste to aujourd'hui

today was horrible. jeeze. there are TONS of reasons why but anyways here are just a few ( Read more... )

holy crap. today was crappy. michael thought he was talking to janel on the phone but it was me. and he was like "i dont want to talk to becky on the phone anymore" god. i really pissed me off. so now i dont want to speak with him. man and he still better give me the postal service cd ( Read more... )

so today was just not a good day. there are so many reason but if you read this you would be reading reason after reason for days...  here are a few

i guess im the dumb one thinking we were actually friends considering you ignore me pretty much every chance you get. it seems like your life goal is to ignore me. that makes me feel real great. we ( Read more... )

i was really bored...


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so i got home yesterday from my surgery. and i went to school today. man. im going tomorrow though. but anyways... surgery was okay i suppose. i mean it wasnt too bad. the pain pills they gave me were huge and like some lady was like shoving it down my throat. but there was no need for her to do that. i dont know. the kid was crazy. then like i got ( Read more... )