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Ok so today i did something that i thought i'd never have the strength to do. in fact it took all the courage i could muster and all the strength i had left in me. So last night b4 bed i prayed to god that i could have the strength to do what i needed to do. when i woke up i was sitting there and it came to me. so when i got home from school i got ( Read more... )

Oh where to begin. Well I guess I should start with this. About a month ago Allison broke up with me. We had been having some hard times and we couldn't come out on top. As much as I wish we could've I guess it just wasn’t our time. Immediately after it was so hard. Then we talked a couple days after we broke up. Things could’ve gotten better, not ( Read more... )

It's been a long while since my last post, prolly cuz no one ever reads these things anymore, but whatever i need to vent and i have no one to vent to so livejournal has to be my outlet, my cartharsis ( Read more... )

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i've learned something

if u have even a little faith...the smallest ray of hope
if u stay loyal to:
god
your friends
your family
the human race
life
and yourself
you sincerly care for someone

and you pray from the deepest corner of your heart

your prayer will be heard

Wow, holy fuck...it has been a really long time. Like...i dunno 3 months...no 5 months i believe since i last updated ( Read more... )

Dear God ( Read more... )