I'm not sorry about how things worked out. I'm not sorry about the harsh things I said, because to most everyone, you're the town drunk. You reacted about losing your potential child the way you acted when your lizard was sick. You are sick. It is entirely healthy for me to have words towards you, especially with how you act. You lack ( Read more... )

 You said you hated the way they made me act. I told you I stopped taking them. I didn't. This week after you left me I tried, and I need them. Without them I'm the person you thought that took them. I needed to drink or use them. It masked my fear or allowing people in. It helps turn me into the social butterfly I once was. I'm sorry I'm damaged. ( Read more... )

This train with purple red green white wagons leaves every hour from the older station of the Hague to Brussels; I have taken this train more often than any other train in my life and no other wagon makes me so melancholy when it passes by, leaving me behind and forcing me to take the local tram to my university. Although it breaks my heart to ( Read more... )

I haven't written anything to you in a while... I've been trying to avoid you. I started sleeping with someone while you were gone, and you've seen us together. I'm sure you know it's because I tried to use that as a way to get over you. It doesn't work. When I'm next to him, I wish it was you ( Read more... )

Its been over a month ( Read more... )

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On nights like this I miss you ( Read more... )

I hate this. I hate you. I hate that I just lied about hating you. You'll be home tomorrow, I'm getting you from the airport. I'm happy, but sad at the same time. I'm sad because out of anger I rushed to the arms of another. I'm happy because after all the terrible things I said to you, you refuse to let me out of your life. It's hard for me to ( Read more... )

There are thoughts of you constantly going through my mind ( Read more... )

With this I think I'll be okay. With peoples' eyes reading and even if they're not your eyes it's okay. I'm amazingly not hurt because of the break up, not speaking to you doesn't kill me, in fact it has made me happier. I don't have to try and keep up with or fall behind to match your pace, I don't have to try and explain to you why photography ( Read more... )