hi people should call me (not people i already talk to)
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mike

ive figured out a lot in my life but none of it has ever relly helped ME i mean i know enuf to help people but never enuf to help me i relly want someone to love me enuf to save me to be there no matter what but i think i should just let go maybe it was never ment to be ( Read more... )

today i feel down like nothing matters anymore i mean i just so fucking tierd of being the one working at everything so hard and them doing nothing if im so wonderful then why am i so miss understod. i mean i do believe in fate but yet it never seems to FUCKING HELP ME OUT SO FUCK FATE CONTROL YOUR OWN LIFE. i mean why would u let something else ( Read more... )

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it feels like im drowing all alone in the merceness of the water when i feel like this i feel a slite relaxation come over me its weird. More than anything i want to save myself but i feel that i should never save myself i should have been looking for a way to distroy myself without hurting people

i think
i dream
i live
i dont want to anymore

u make this all go away u make this all go away im down to just one thing and im staring to scare myself u make this all go away i just want something ( Read more... )

it used to be that i would sit and tri to figure things out and at som poit i thought i did but relly i havent figured anything out im just as lost as ever i mean i need to figure out who exactly i am i need to stop shiting myself ( Read more... )

This is my cry for help.

i think im better off alone i mean all i relly seem to do is get in the way i know i do help some people but i gess i just relly want to be left alone but at the same time i dont want to be alone im such a fuck up i just wish there were people i could a 100 percent trust so many people lie to tell the truth im one of them and this is were the ( Read more... )