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my wench of a dad's girlfriend decided to IM me earlier. i was away. here's what happened.
Meghan .... yes you're going through a tough time right now... yes, you're a teenager with no direction, yes, you feel betrayed by your dad from before.. but all this poetic bs that you try to cover displace your own feelings with doesn't cut it. Your a sour little girl that has a lot of growing up to do emotionally, spiritually and physically --- but most of all with your social skills... your dad just adores you and instead of running from him and holding on to your pain.. just get it out..
Auto response from Baystar86: I'm feeling green like teenage lovers between the sheets
Gscottconsulting: Meghan, you certainly have some things to be bitter for, but it's time to grow up and move on with your life as your loving father has. He has done evertything in his power to connect with you, but you just turn him down. Your father is the ONLY one that has ALWAYS stood by you and you know that. George DOES NOT love my kids as much as his, but of course, he does love the boys and should. He's a big part of their lives and always will be. Your dad wants to give you the world and make you happy... do you
Gscottconsulting: you have no idea how many times your dad cries over you.. daily Meghan.. daily. Get over the self pity stuff about him loving my kids more than you.. that's so junior high... you're just screaming for attention saying that... all you need to do is be NICE, yes NICE, and you guys will get your relationship back where it was. I was a teenager just like you not as far away as your dad is.. and I know you're hurting, but things can be better. I'm not a wench.. I'm a good person who could do you a world
Gscottconsulting: of good some day. You and I are soooo much alike it's scary.. George and I talk about that all the time. I don't fault you for your feelings --- as feelings are NEITHER right or wrong.. they are your feelings.. but just remember... I'm a good woman, loving person, and Christian. I hope you get this message ---- because obviiously you wrote that on your little profile for either of us to see... so write me back if you want... cuss me out, or perhaps find that Christian civility you once knew when you were
Gscottconsulting: attending church and we can discuss like two human beings, both with feelings and frustrations any of this.. the ball is in your court.. .I truly wish for you the best. You are tearing your daddy's heart apart and he's going down hill... if you care about HIM, start right now reaching out to him and start healing.
God Bless You and Your Life Always,
Ali --
P.S. - the "wench's" kids names are: Tyler (11) and Hunter (9). They like you and have always wanted to see you again.. they are innocent, just as
Gscottconsulting: you are, and it's not very nice to speak the way you have. If you truly are a devoted Christian, you'll know that your tongue is a sword... it can be used for good and evil....I'm really sorry you're hurting Meghan. If you want to meet me for lunch somewhere totally private and just hash it out in a logical but emotional manner, I'm all game. You just let me know and email me back on your dad's email address.. I don't know if you are writing back because it is all black with no letters.... be a big girl
Gscottconsulting: and let your spirit deal with this... i've been there, done that, with all your issues your going through... nothing new to me or earth shattering... If you love your father, then you'll start do the trying and not just him... he is desparate for your connection back to him and to reunite and spend so much time with you... Well, guess you're gonna be a silent one and not write back ... when it seemed like you just had so much to say... hmmmmmmmmmmmmm..................Good night.
Gscottconsulting: One last thing, Meg... you've got the "wench" part wrong sweetie... my name is Allison --like your friend's name... and it's Ali for short....your dad and I's relationship is extremely respectful of each other and has always been to you..... The fact is he and I are soul mates and our lives are deeply entertwined with one anothers. I'm worried about you as much as he is..he shares his fears, worries, pain and heartache with me throughout all this..I don't tell you this to somehow hurt you.. but it's time.
Gscottconsulting: you know we're not some quickie relationship... we've been together now for a long time. It's time to move on and just work things out the best way we all can.. Period. Later ---
Baystar86: Do not ever talk to me again. And never, ever call me Meg. Only my mom can call me Meg and you are no where near that. I have absolutely no respect for you. Even if you do carry on about "carring" That is all bullshit to me. Don't think I haven't heard of the things you have done to my mother. I will never "move on" or work things out with you. I despise you in every way shape and form. And that is a nice way of putting it. So please, lose this screen name and do not ever talk to me ever again.
Gscottconsulting: Quite frankly, all your rhetoric is completely expected Meghan... I know you hate anyone calling you mom.. I so don't want to even try to be like your mom.. NO WAY!! I've got two kids of my own to raise.... You are not using logical sense Meghan to say you despise me in every way, shape or form... you need to express and explain to me why and you basis for this for me to buy into that... that's just your hate talking dear.... I haven't done anything to your mother. Period... She may be feeding you awful
Gscottconsulting: mistruths or God only knows what.. but I haven't done crap to her.. I have been very patient with her quite frankly and gotten into your mother and father's "family business".... If you have REAL things to say, and factual things to say, and not just some bullshit spewing out of your mouth because you think I wrecked your life then I'll address your foolishness.. otherwise, that is unacceptable.... I am NOT the reason in any way, shape or form that your parents separated (as they had a couple of times befor
Gscottconsulting: before as you know)... I'm not the reason they are divorcing.. that is something that I can prove.. and that is something that you need to freaking hash out once and for all your ill nasty feelings about he and I to learn the truth Meghan. You want to blame your miseries and hurts and pains on someone and sorry gal, I'm not your fall guy/girl....pull your skirt up and take a real big swallow of the truth... because you will be so enlightened Meghan as to what really went on in your parents marriage.. they
Baystar86: My mother would not lie to me. Do not call me dear either. I do not like you because for years, I hated my mother and felt sorry for my dad, thinking that he was alone in this world. That he had no one but me left. I don't blame you for ruining my life, I blame you for ruining my moms. I do not have any foolishness. You have no idea what it is like to be me, therefore you need to get out of my life, and out of my business. I don't want to hear anything you have to say about caring for me.
Gscottconsulting: can discuss that with you, but your father is too much of a gentleman and doesn't want to show disrespect for your mom if he told you some of the REAL, REAL, REAL, REAL serious issues they had that you have No IDEA ABOUT. BELIEVE ME.
Baystar86: Leave me the fuck alone. I know that you are just trying to turn me against me mom. I can see behind that little bullshit mask you have on.
Gscottconsulting: gOSH.. BIG NASTY WORDS OUT OF A LITTLE LADY... NOT TO NICE .... HOWEVER, I COULD GIVE A DAMN ABOUT YOUR MOTHER... I HAVE NO RESPECT IN THE LEAST FOR HER, OTHER THAN SHE IS THE MOTHER OF GEORGE'S CHILDREN.. I DON'T THINK SHE'S A BAD PERSON, ETC.. JUST WASN'T THE ONE FOR YOUR DAD AND THEY KNEW THAT YEARS AND YEARS AGO. ONE THING YOU'LL ALWAYS KNOW ABOUT ME IS I'M A STRAIGHT SHOOTER... I DON'T BULLSHIT AROUND THINGS.. I TELL IT LIKE IT IS... GO GIVE YOUR MOM HUGS AND KISSES AND BE ALL LOVE DOVEY... I DON'T
Gscottconsulting: YOUR RELATIONSHIP WITH YOU RMOTHER TO DETERIORATE ANY FURTHER THAT IT HAS. FROM ALL THAT I KNOW, THERE'S NOT MUCH ONE ANYWAY. YOU'RE NOT MY KID, YOU'RE NOT MY SYMPATHY CASE... YOU'RE MY SOUL MATES DAUGHTER WHO IS HURTING AND NEEDS TO FIND RESOLUTION.... STOP WITH YOUR HATEFULNESS.. deep down inside of you is a nice, decent person that isn't coated with such an insulting veneer.... being MEAN to people is what you like to do... what does that make you Meghan????
Baystar86: Your words mean nothing to me. How many times do I have to ask you to leave me alone before you get the picture?
Baystar86: You have no idea bout the relationship between me and my mother anyway. At least she didn't lie to me for years, introduce me to her "boyfriends" while he was still with my father. And if she had chosen a guy, he would have at least respected me more then you ever have. I'm tired of you playing this little innocent game. Now you
Baystar86: are the one who needs to quit the bullshit.
Gscottconsulting: Know what..... I guess you have really turned hard inside, just like your dad feared.... I hope one day you can soften and ask the Lord to heal you and make you whole again.. I will pray for you and take care of your dad through this crisis with you. But I'm not reaching out to you anymore.. if anyone would have been on your side, it would have been me... that's too bad dear. Good luck. It saddens me that you are so filled with hate and anger. I was reaching out to you to freaking get your shit straight
Baystar86: Leave me alone.
i blocked her.
i'm done talking. i don't know if she is. she has made my life miserable for the last 3 years. she lies more then satan himself. i fucking hate her.
Meghan .... yes you're going through a tough time right now... yes, you're a teenager with no direction, yes, you feel betrayed by your dad from before.. but all this poetic bs that you try to cover displace your own feelings with doesn't cut it. Your a sour little girl that has a lot of growing up to do emotionally, spiritually and physically --- but most of all with your social skills... your dad just adores you and instead of running from him and holding on to your pain.. just get it out..
Auto response from Baystar86: I'm feeling green like teenage lovers between the sheets
Gscottconsulting: Meghan, you certainly have some things to be bitter for, but it's time to grow up and move on with your life as your loving father has. He has done evertything in his power to connect with you, but you just turn him down. Your father is the ONLY one that has ALWAYS stood by you and you know that. George DOES NOT love my kids as much as his, but of course, he does love the boys and should. He's a big part of their lives and always will be. Your dad wants to give you the world and make you happy... do you
Gscottconsulting: you have no idea how many times your dad cries over you.. daily Meghan.. daily. Get over the self pity stuff about him loving my kids more than you.. that's so junior high... you're just screaming for attention saying that... all you need to do is be NICE, yes NICE, and you guys will get your relationship back where it was. I was a teenager just like you not as far away as your dad is.. and I know you're hurting, but things can be better. I'm not a wench.. I'm a good person who could do you a world
Gscottconsulting: of good some day. You and I are soooo much alike it's scary.. George and I talk about that all the time. I don't fault you for your feelings --- as feelings are NEITHER right or wrong.. they are your feelings.. but just remember... I'm a good woman, loving person, and Christian. I hope you get this message ---- because obviiously you wrote that on your little profile for either of us to see... so write me back if you want... cuss me out, or perhaps find that Christian civility you once knew when you were
Gscottconsulting: attending church and we can discuss like two human beings, both with feelings and frustrations any of this.. the ball is in your court.. .I truly wish for you the best. You are tearing your daddy's heart apart and he's going down hill... if you care about HIM, start right now reaching out to him and start healing.
God Bless You and Your Life Always,
Ali --
P.S. - the "wench's" kids names are: Tyler (11) and Hunter (9). They like you and have always wanted to see you again.. they are innocent, just as
Gscottconsulting: you are, and it's not very nice to speak the way you have. If you truly are a devoted Christian, you'll know that your tongue is a sword... it can be used for good and evil....I'm really sorry you're hurting Meghan. If you want to meet me for lunch somewhere totally private and just hash it out in a logical but emotional manner, I'm all game. You just let me know and email me back on your dad's email address.. I don't know if you are writing back because it is all black with no letters.... be a big girl
Gscottconsulting: and let your spirit deal with this... i've been there, done that, with all your issues your going through... nothing new to me or earth shattering... If you love your father, then you'll start do the trying and not just him... he is desparate for your connection back to him and to reunite and spend so much time with you... Well, guess you're gonna be a silent one and not write back ... when it seemed like you just had so much to say... hmmmmmmmmmmmmm..................Good night.
Gscottconsulting: One last thing, Meg... you've got the "wench" part wrong sweetie... my name is Allison --like your friend's name... and it's Ali for short....your dad and I's relationship is extremely respectful of each other and has always been to you..... The fact is he and I are soul mates and our lives are deeply entertwined with one anothers. I'm worried about you as much as he is..he shares his fears, worries, pain and heartache with me throughout all this..I don't tell you this to somehow hurt you.. but it's time.
Gscottconsulting: you know we're not some quickie relationship... we've been together now for a long time. It's time to move on and just work things out the best way we all can.. Period. Later ---
Baystar86: Do not ever talk to me again. And never, ever call me Meg. Only my mom can call me Meg and you are no where near that. I have absolutely no respect for you. Even if you do carry on about "carring" That is all bullshit to me. Don't think I haven't heard of the things you have done to my mother. I will never "move on" or work things out with you. I despise you in every way shape and form. And that is a nice way of putting it. So please, lose this screen name and do not ever talk to me ever again.
Gscottconsulting: Quite frankly, all your rhetoric is completely expected Meghan... I know you hate anyone calling you mom.. I so don't want to even try to be like your mom.. NO WAY!! I've got two kids of my own to raise.... You are not using logical sense Meghan to say you despise me in every way, shape or form... you need to express and explain to me why and you basis for this for me to buy into that... that's just your hate talking dear.... I haven't done anything to your mother. Period... She may be feeding you awful
Gscottconsulting: mistruths or God only knows what.. but I haven't done crap to her.. I have been very patient with her quite frankly and gotten into your mother and father's "family business".... If you have REAL things to say, and factual things to say, and not just some bullshit spewing out of your mouth because you think I wrecked your life then I'll address your foolishness.. otherwise, that is unacceptable.... I am NOT the reason in any way, shape or form that your parents separated (as they had a couple of times befor
Gscottconsulting: before as you know)... I'm not the reason they are divorcing.. that is something that I can prove.. and that is something that you need to freaking hash out once and for all your ill nasty feelings about he and I to learn the truth Meghan. You want to blame your miseries and hurts and pains on someone and sorry gal, I'm not your fall guy/girl....pull your skirt up and take a real big swallow of the truth... because you will be so enlightened Meghan as to what really went on in your parents marriage.. they
Baystar86: My mother would not lie to me. Do not call me dear either. I do not like you because for years, I hated my mother and felt sorry for my dad, thinking that he was alone in this world. That he had no one but me left. I don't blame you for ruining my life, I blame you for ruining my moms. I do not have any foolishness. You have no idea what it is like to be me, therefore you need to get out of my life, and out of my business. I don't want to hear anything you have to say about caring for me.
Gscottconsulting: can discuss that with you, but your father is too much of a gentleman and doesn't want to show disrespect for your mom if he told you some of the REAL, REAL, REAL, REAL serious issues they had that you have No IDEA ABOUT. BELIEVE ME.
Baystar86: Leave me the fuck alone. I know that you are just trying to turn me against me mom. I can see behind that little bullshit mask you have on.
Gscottconsulting: gOSH.. BIG NASTY WORDS OUT OF A LITTLE LADY... NOT TO NICE .... HOWEVER, I COULD GIVE A DAMN ABOUT YOUR MOTHER... I HAVE NO RESPECT IN THE LEAST FOR HER, OTHER THAN SHE IS THE MOTHER OF GEORGE'S CHILDREN.. I DON'T THINK SHE'S A BAD PERSON, ETC.. JUST WASN'T THE ONE FOR YOUR DAD AND THEY KNEW THAT YEARS AND YEARS AGO. ONE THING YOU'LL ALWAYS KNOW ABOUT ME IS I'M A STRAIGHT SHOOTER... I DON'T BULLSHIT AROUND THINGS.. I TELL IT LIKE IT IS... GO GIVE YOUR MOM HUGS AND KISSES AND BE ALL LOVE DOVEY... I DON'T
Gscottconsulting: YOUR RELATIONSHIP WITH YOU RMOTHER TO DETERIORATE ANY FURTHER THAT IT HAS. FROM ALL THAT I KNOW, THERE'S NOT MUCH ONE ANYWAY. YOU'RE NOT MY KID, YOU'RE NOT MY SYMPATHY CASE... YOU'RE MY SOUL MATES DAUGHTER WHO IS HURTING AND NEEDS TO FIND RESOLUTION.... STOP WITH YOUR HATEFULNESS.. deep down inside of you is a nice, decent person that isn't coated with such an insulting veneer.... being MEAN to people is what you like to do... what does that make you Meghan????
Baystar86: Your words mean nothing to me. How many times do I have to ask you to leave me alone before you get the picture?
Baystar86: You have no idea bout the relationship between me and my mother anyway. At least she didn't lie to me for years, introduce me to her "boyfriends" while he was still with my father. And if she had chosen a guy, he would have at least respected me more then you ever have. I'm tired of you playing this little innocent game. Now you
Baystar86: are the one who needs to quit the bullshit.
Gscottconsulting: Know what..... I guess you have really turned hard inside, just like your dad feared.... I hope one day you can soften and ask the Lord to heal you and make you whole again.. I will pray for you and take care of your dad through this crisis with you. But I'm not reaching out to you anymore.. if anyone would have been on your side, it would have been me... that's too bad dear. Good luck. It saddens me that you are so filled with hate and anger. I was reaching out to you to freaking get your shit straight
Baystar86: Leave me alone.
i blocked her.
i'm done talking. i don't know if she is. she has made my life miserable for the last 3 years. she lies more then satan himself. i fucking hate her.