i feel anxious ( Read more... )

today was club day and since allyson wasn't at school i was the only girl in the vica [auto] club. it was great. all the guys were teasing me and i was laughing harder then i've laughed in a while. i "borrowed" this one boy, Joel's big shiny cross necklace and told him i would give it back 7th pd [he's in my auto class]. All day I was showin off my ( Read more... )

it's funny how much you miss when you're driving ( Read more... )

it's funny how when you really don't want to do your research paper....you find so many other things that need to be done.

i feel like ass.
i'm going to fail my senior year.
i'm going to fail my sat's tomorrow, and homecoming will suck
if i am killed, my father will feel guilty.
my thoughts and my tv are drowning me.
i want ice cream. bad. no way.
fuck this man.

my mom was explaining to me earlier what grandpa's drugs were doing to him. she said for a while he was hallucinating, thought he was on an airplane to Las Vagas [him and grandma were sposed to go but she died] and he was telling my mom how it was the strangest plane he'd ever been on, and that he kept asking for wine and they only gave him water, ( Read more... )

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your last everything ( Read more... )

today was boring. work...was ok. slightly boring but i managed to entertain myself ( Read more... )