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Mar 07, 2004 21:19

I made a promise to myself that I would never cry over a guy, I hated girls who would do that, and look at me now. It's the worst feeling and i feel betrayed by my best friend. U remind me of my dad and that just makes me sick. It hurts just to have u look at me so don't, just leave me alone. All u have are excuses to say so just stop. Right ( Read more... )

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nauticman March 8 2004, 12:06:01 UTC
Dashboard is the best medicine...
-sarah has the last cd... i found it in my backpack... she was suppose to give it to you...

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lettinguin March 8 2004, 14:17:52 UTC
Yeah thats why I had u make them all for me. Sarah gave me the last one, thanks.

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mended_thoughts March 8 2004, 14:56:37 UTC
no, you're wrong. you only THINK no one gets how you feel. imagine 8 months of the feeling you're going though now. always there, whether or not it surfaces is the issue. maybe i dont get EXACTLY how you feel... but i know how it feels to have a boy be your world for so long that when he's gone you don't know which way is up. 6 months with him, 8 months wishing to get back together. i know the pain of wanting what can never be mine again. I've gained more of a sense of who i am now, but sometimes i still feel so lost... if you want someone who knows SOMEWHAT how you're feeling and someone who wont go tell all your friends what you're saying, you know where to find me. if im not on try 302-222-8481

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_awaketodream March 11 2004, 08:22:52 UTC
Mary Jane is right... you only think no one gets it.. no one's been through what you have.. and you're right to an extent, but everyone's gone through their own form of the same thing. And those silly promises not to cry never work, you should know that.. don't criticize yourself for a common expectancy, especially when there's absolutely nothing wrong with it. It may hurt to have him look at you and feel like you're being stabbed in the chest, but I guarantee it's going to hurt more when you don't see him, but you want to. You can't force someone to think the way you want them to, or do what you want, and I don't think you remember that all the time. It backfires if you even try, I know the feeling. Maybe what you think are excuses are from his heart. I know him, and I know he would never intentionally hurt you; wouldn't dream of it. If you'd sit down, try to turn everything else off, and really think about it, I know you'd come to realize that. He may not want a relationship with you, but he still cares about you, and I know you ( ... )

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