I'm finally fine with everything thats happened this summer ( Read more... )

friends?
im beginning to accept it
and im proud of myself for once
but there are still some moments
when i wish it never ended

just when i thought things were getting better
things were getting a lot worse
i hate what you did
and i hate that you won't talk to me

i got a cactus
and a music "im sorry" card
and i got smoked up

it wasn't as awkward as i thought it would be
she seems kind of cool, actually
i just hope she's being real
and not just trying to get close to him

people say they're proud of me for being so mature when handling everything thats happened
but
really i just can't be upset in front of people
i miss him
more than anyone will ever know

a lot of things have been on my mind lately ( Read more... )

so guess i should let you guess know whats been going on ( Read more... )

i swear that you don't have to go ( Read more... )

So, some 19 year old Irish kid named Patrick asked me out to the movies last night ( Read more... )