my foot is asleep. kevin broke up with me yesterday on the way home from LBI, and i sat in the back seat the whole way home. it would be a year on january twelth for us, i was so excited. but we do have a lot of problems. we fight a lot, but about such stupid shit. and i really thought it was going to work 'cause new years was really nice. and then ( Read more... )

life sucks right now.
i want a pet marmoset because they are this big!

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it was my birthday on sunday, and it was pretty nice. kevin got me a new polaroid camera and film because my old one broke! that was sweet. oh and he gave me a bunch of early presents that were vinyl and SO GOOD. and there is a shirt on the way. but kevin and i are having some problems so, i don't know. i just don't know about anything anymore. ( Read more... )

my new tattoo. it looks much better in person, swear. except right now its surrounded completely by pimples - very, very tiny pimples.


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i could sleep.
and i wish that
just once
i felt beautiful.
but that will never happen
not with this shnozz.

why am i always on the verge of tearS?
my life isn't that bad.

feels that way sometimes, though.

can't i ever do anything right.
and why is love so shitty.

got my new tattoo yesterday.
its beautiful.

except i can't take a dance class next semester because they were full. ugghh registering was so stressful. i need to de-stress asap.

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eh, i guess everything is ok. two exams tomorrow, and solo with no music for dance class! just hoping tomorrow goes by quick, i've been so busy stressing about it, but not actually do anything about it. kevin is getting tired of me, i can tell. so i'm giving him more room so he'll want me again. ok things will get better lately just sucks ( Read more... )

okay so i'm on the verge of dropping out. and i'm so stressed. i cannot deal with school, and the boyfriend, and having friends (which i don't have time for because of those two things). i'm starting to feel like college is a big waste of time, i mean, i could fucking die TOMORROW and i will have said i've done nothing. i will have said i've wasted ( Read more... )

like complete doodie. i am the worst girlfriend ever. ugh. i hate me.