so ill just be disappointed.

and spend my night alone, at the starbucks down the street.

little aim tiff with dumbass riley...hahaha...he was pissed i told all of myspace he was getting his makeup done ( Read more... )

my mom comes home with my sister ( Read more... )

twas glorious!

i shall write slight minor details later..but..ill give a bit.

so last night..emily was cutting pie with a large sharp shiny knife...and when i slept last night i had this dream that emily and jesse were chasing after me with large sharp knives coming to chop me up into little pieces.

it was scary/fun.lala-lala-lala-lala-la-la

i keep having dreams. really strange dreams. and my dreams are typically unusual..so a STRANGE dream..really is quite odd ( Read more... )

i had a really awful nightmare....and like...for me...the worst is emotional fear...rather than physical...because when i wake up.... i still feel like it happened..and i still worry that those things can happen or that i am just foreshadowing..its creepy and i hate it and it sucks ( Read more... )

"wheat grass = manurrrrrrrrrrrrr " - 'toffer ( Read more... )

of feeling like i have been blacklisted.

what the fuck.

this is ... i dont even know what it is.

im just sick of it.

and i cant even explain it.

so..
the end.

i think i may fancy a boy.

a boy i probably should not fancy.

but i do!

and he is a year older than i, with good hair.

i shouldnt fancy this boy.

hm.

i fell asleep from 6:30 - 8:55 ( Read more... )