Its Time

[lex_bexster]

Im now cleaning up my life. Im leaving the drugs, my midnight snack that would put me to sleep. But im not cleaning up just physically but mentally as well. I have to put to rest PJ's death and realize that Glenn and I are prolly not going to be together forever, and that there are more guys out there and i need to stop waiting and make glenn stop

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thank you

[anonymous]

Becky thank you for being alive. If you weren't shit, i dunno what i would be doing. No wait i know what i would be doing. It is hard to admit though, i would be drunk, numb to everything in my life. Sometimes though you have to face the world without any chemicals, i was scared to, but now i realize there was nothing to fear. Thank you for being alive and making me a better person every minute we hang out. Just know that progress is not so much in the actions but the state of mind.

-Josh (someone as beautiful as you deserved a better life than you were living)