Hello live journal world and hello to those who read this. Right now my life sucks. I feel depressed but i have no idea why. Maybe because there is no meaning in my life right now or thats what it feels like. Im so empty right now. I hate my father so much. He doesnt care about me anymore. He left me. He calls me a stranger when i stop by. He ( Read more... )

Back home and i just want to go back to grand rapids. I have been working a lot but i love my job. Im outside all day and i get to play in the dirt. So the past week or 2 has been weird. I was in a car accident, next day i got hit by a cop on my bike, and i finally talked to my dad. I have basically no time to do anything because im working but it ( Read more... )

So i had my last final wednesday. i think i did so so. For my communication 101 i only study the 5 essay questions out of the 10 and the 5 i study was on the test. yay for me. So now im just printing up all my summer work for my class that i took the incomplete in. Saturday im moving out. like at first back a couple months ago, i really wanted to ( Read more... )

So yesterday was interesting. Went to class but skipped my last one. Then Josh and i went to Kevins then Ryans to celebrate the great holiday. Then met up with Chad and we all went to the beach. The water was cold but the sand between my toes felt great. Before all the craziness started, i did something good for once. Josh came over around 4 and ( Read more... )

Dead as dead can be ( Read more... )

Dear Glenn ( Read more... )

REST IN PEACE POPE JOHN PAUL II

Man i can wait, going to see sin city in a couple of hours. YAY ( Read more... )

So first of all, im failing two classes. Sta 215 and CBR 240. Only because i havent gone to those classes in a month. SO my sta 215 prof is going to work with me so i can pass and for cbr240, im getting an incomplete and doing the work over the summer so i can get credit ( Read more... )

So i fucked up again ( Read more... )