ben feeling nlah lately... wish I had money for food... meh heres to a ramen diet untill the first. wish I had a job blah ~_~ don't really have any ideas any more other then trying to get on GAU which I am doing oh well.. hope something will go right.. would be nice.....

o.o

Friday it will be a year...
since I allmost died... since we moved into this apartment... And I am still jobless... *sighs* fuck once again my stubborn norwegian blood won't let me give up... I am going right back out there and loking some more on monday.... I won't stop.. untill... nothing more can be done and then ill still keep going...

I didn't get the job.. I was too nervous I failed... again... I have no idea what to do next and right now... my mind is a maze of pain and confusion... I..... just want a job..... I want to be able to support myself why... do I keep getting told no..? *crumples*

*sighs* well I didn't get the job with the salon.. called thim this morning and I got the.. "I'm sorry but we have hired people that have actual salon experience and you can go jump off a cliff and die horribly" *growls* I would be killing things right now if I didn't have a backup I have another interview tommorow to be a bouncer at a nightclub ( Read more... )

Update.. last week has been interesting thought I caught pink eye turned out it was just my allergies waking up for the season.. sucks allmost as bad but at least it wasen't pink eye... next I am totally addicted to Secondlife.. I have retired myself from text rp... I officially retired from yahoo text rp... where Lex as a character was born... I ( Read more... )

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I was listening to my Ani Difranco album this morning and I found a song I had not heard for a long time. Then I remembered that this song defines me so well.... I am this song and this song is me... sums up my being pretty well ( Read more... )

On second life now.. look for LexCoyote Under avatar pics to come later once I figure out the damn modeling system >< have job interview in a few hours must go crash now...

I have a job interview on saturday in Rainier Square for a receptionist job at a salon. Wish me luck or something.